You're probably thinking I've forgotten all about you by now, but that is far from it. i have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but i'm getting be better. i continue to smile behind my tears. i know i have missed you, but i have kept it all inside, only for me to know. i still wonder about you, how you are, what you're doing, what we used to talk about, the laugh i  your voice, just everything. i miss it all. however, i feel that part of us ending was for the best, because everything happens for a reason, right? should destiny put us into a croosing road in the future, that is when i will see you again. until then, please remember this; no matter what, even through the fights, dissagreement, mistakes and the tears we've cried, never, ever did i give up on you, so if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. i may be far away, but i am always in reach.

i don't want to forget your smile, your voice,  your smell, your touch, the way you look at me and the way i feel with you. No i don't want to. because i love you and i don't want to lose you because my life has been better since  the day i found you.

and now, i feel so lost and alone. i have everything girl could want, but there's a part of me that is painfully numb and empty. some nights i lay there and feel nothing at all, yet all i do is cry. nobody sees the tears that fall from my eyes, nobody hears when i scream into the pillow. nobody know how much i hide behind my smile. nobody takes a moment to ask how i'm really doing. nobody.

i wanna write "I miss you" on a rock and throw it at your face so you know how much it hurts to miss you.

 

-Me.